Creative Acts

As I was watching tv this afternoon I saw a preview of a show called 'fat people can't hunt'. MMM. I'm a bit sick of these skinny people driving fat people insane. Why would the whole world have to look like them.

Well, I'm sitting here behind my computer ready to go out, all dressed up, hair and make-up done. I'll have to admit that I'm ruled by skinny people too. How they appear in magazines, on tv and everything else. Why do I choose to have a rolemodel that's focused on the outside, why not respect my inner self?
Well, cause my outside me is easy. So much more easier then the inside. Yes, I do also think about the outside, what clothes to wear, what shoes, am I too fat? But for me, those thoughts are easy. I've got a choice to make out of a certain amount of possibilities without consequenses. Choises made about the inside always are more difficult. You have way more options and never know what the consequenses are on forehand. If i would choose my green shoes with the red skirt it would look funny. If I choose to work and not study, I don't know what would happen.

So indeed, the skinny people on tv represent the easy living. But not as they see that therm. They live the life of easy thougts, cause their main focus is on the outside. And if they wanne go fat and difficult, they'll just watch oprah.